chlorine.

today, my mother took me to the radi centre
so i could get a 'refresh course' on swimming for livesaving.
holy shit that stuff is hardcore.
we started out with the 20 lap swim in fifteen minutes.
ohdear jesus.
i remember swimming like it was so easy...
NO IT IS NOT. after three laps i was breathing heavily
and after ten i had terrible cramps...
but i ended up finishing in 14:25. i have a week to get better.
though its good enough to pass, i want to do better.
gotta love competition.
on another note, claire is here for two days with me : D
but, during those two days i have driver ed and basketball.
im sure she wont mind. but, its been tough.
she used to be my best friend, and weeks, even months go by without a thought of her.
what happened to us?
she was at school for a day, and we didnt even say more than a few words.
people just... bombard her there.
im not into that. the whole 'group' thing.
one on one time is where its at for me.
any group larger than that, just isnt my style.
i can hardly wait to have a few hours with her.
though it should be two days, the greedy bitches are taking her.
i hate them sometimes.
theyre so transparent.