i never wanna feel how i did that day.
it happened six months ago, that i felt the most pain i have ever felt.
today, the pain is decreased, though it still exists.
he is the first thing i think of when i wake up
and the last thing i think of before i go to sleep.
i sit with a smile on my face still,
but it slowly turns to tears, knowing that he will never forgive me.
i watched this anime, neon genesis evangelon.
and in it, a guy and girl fell in love eight years ago, had a terrible breakup, and then got together again- realizing they still loved eachother.
i really have to stop watching things like this.
theyre giving me false hope.
and that hurts me even more.
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