onion.

you know in the first shrek movie,
how shrek is talking to donkey about how he has layers?
the onion peels off layer after layer
and after an eternity of trying, you get to the centre.
alot of people are like that.
my friends are all complex people with complex emotions and reactions.
but, me? im not very complex,
and i find that really sad.
im a very simple person.
only in certian areas, after provoking me, do situations become complex.
every human being has some layers to their self.
and when exposed to someone, they peel off until they know who you are
almost as well as you do. or sometimes, even better.
to most, thats a frightening though.
who would want to have people predict your every move and emotion?
me, actually.
im not too hard to figure out.
and the one person who was almost there...
well, grew tired of peeling the same layers away, to say the least.
i crave somebody to do that. somebody new.
thats why im looking forward to the new school year so much.
ill get to meet new people.
more potential best friends. more potential boyfriend material.
right now, im desperate for friendship.
ill do anything to get it.
tonight, im going to the mall to talk with strangers.
maybe somebody interesting will turn up.
then again, maybe not.