FML

Today, i ruined any chance i had of being happy as a highschool teenager. FML.

i fucked up everything again.
i told him. i didnt want it to end badly again.
it ended up worse than i though.
so much for being truthful.
now. all connection is gone from both of them.
ALL connection.
except facebook...i really should take that off.
i cant stop looking at his profile... damnit.
god damn life.
fuck love tiranges. and love in general.
fuck best friends and human companionship.
fuck relationships and school and life in general.
the only thing i have now, is ben and jerry.
oh. and come stick you needles in me, your voodo doll.
i deserve every ounce of that pain.
ps. the only thing worse than waiting for the phone to ring,
is knowing that it never will.