letters from the soul.

latley, ive started writing a diary again.
sounds kind of childish, but whatever
i enjoy spilling my thoughts about the day and recapping.
it makes me realize just how much happens over the span of a day
and i express views i wouldnt have thought of in the first place.
but, what came of this, is writing letters-
well, not so much letters as they are..
an extensive rant of different points of a major topic.
the thing is, its done and over with.
whats done is done, and the healing process is in session.
so, why do i feel like the worst is over, but the situation is just beginning?
you know in religion class, when martino made us make a comic strip
and it had all the little points of the bible?
i did the same thing with my scanario.
i broke it down into 7 points.
this made me realize, that this whole situation is not complex in the least.
its just, being IN the situation makes in complex.
sometimes, we need to step out of out little box and view the world in a simpler way.
that seems to make all the difference.