best friend.

dear best friend:
hey. why did you have to move away?
i know we wernt very close anymore, but you were still my best friend.
now, with distance, we faded and the bond is weak.
you were always there. and i miss you.
i need to call you. like, actually call you.

let me tell you a little something,
dont fall in love with your best friend.
love your best friend, yeah, but dont get mixed up with romance.
its just... too complicated-
unless youre sure thats what you want.
sorry 'bout that honey. but, i wasnt ready i guess.
youre a great guy. and i miss you.
i need to talk to you. like, seriously talk to you.

and now, ghost of my best friends,
i have nobody left. you were it.
my best girl friend forever and my best guy friend forever.
my soul mates, if you will.
now. now theres nothing.

love,
regret.

ps. im spiraling into a void.
thats what no love will do to a person.